update on my mom and sad one

the reason grampa and his gf ahve been hard on me i found out today why and they did to well here it is:
mom just got back from her appointment and she dont now but the docs told my grampa and his gf that shes not gonna get any better infact shes gonna get worse shes ddddieeing WAHHHHH we dont now how long she has but shes getting worse. i had to help her off the toilet ( which by any chances was nasty but had to be done canse shes my mom ) and get her in bed SHE DIDNT EVEN HAVE THE STRENGE O PULL HER SELF UP AN INCH thats sad WAH well shes seein alot more tuff but shs u now know i cnat say it. wish my family luck threw all this plz!

when shes in the bathroom and shes done she trys to lift herself up but cant not even an inch so she gets down and crawls on the floor and cant even get on her bed that way soi have to help her with all this and it takes literly 45 mins or more for her just to get in bed then another 20 mins tell shes finaly layying down in bed. so wish us luck and all plz!

ya i know but i though shes getting better but i guess as a teen im always wrong. but just wish my mom lucj so she dnt have to suffer bad. and she dont now shes dieing quicker know and we'd like to keep it that way to cause we dont want her to freak out right now.

and she thinks shes getting better and tells me "look im getting better dont u think" now i dont now what to thik or tell her anymore sinces wha te doc said today.

or i can just say it on here ( not bad BAD things tho ) just so i can get it outa my system ( and i dont wanna say anything that ill struggle her ) so ya thanks all