my life is messed

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livebearerfreak

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ever since my mom died ive been in missery living with my aunt ( now im gonna live with my uncle this summer ) i ust wanna join my mom in heaven really bad im hurting like h*ll all teh time!!! and teh only one that seems to care is my grama and grampa. i just want my MOMMY bad right now and foeva!


LOVE U MOMMY i miss u to death do u appart even ill still love u when i die!!!

u guys are teh only other famly that i got right now that i can actuly count on and be there for me ( on this forum atleast ) i love u guys to!!!!! but my life is worthless right now. i only have my dog and fish that i can really talk to when im not on here.

i had another dream of my mom to. she had cancer and was in a coma but the last few mins b4 she died she woke up and acted nowmal and gave me a hug and saying everything is gonna be alright just dont worry i will be watching over u. but is still worry and am deppessed alot cause i miss my mom badly. everyone in my family has a mom but me now. and my gramma and my uncle ( gramma adopted him at the age of 13 when his mom died )

REST IN PEACE MOM LOVE U
 
I'm sorri to hear that man. it must be tough, i can't even imagine how u must be feeling. but don't put ur head down man! life is unfair, but thru its unfairness, we grow! be strong, hold on. and i know living w/ur aunt or uncle is a pain, but it sure is hell lot better livin w/some1 u don't even know (ie, my guardian during HS) for 4 yrs. i couldn't even have the tiniest fish tank... -____-
so don't be beaten, hold ur head up high and make ur mom proud!!!
Mark
 
thanks. if it wasnt for this forum and the cichlids of teh world ( all types of cichlids. goldfish coundnt care less bout ) and cichlidforum.com id crawl up in my mom casket and id die with her but i didnt cause i though of my dog and all teh fish that id leave behind that i havent tried yet.
 
So sorry for your loss. I hope you can pull through. Just know that you have all our sympathy.
 
Damn dude!!!! I'm really sorry things haven't gotten any better...I know it's hard to get better at all, especially after you've lost a love one. But you've got to keep your head up, and please don't give up!!!! It does take time, and i know it really sucks...
 
convict_breeder;1364407; said:
does my dream have a meaning behind it??
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Most dreams have meanings. I'd contact a professional if I really wanted to know what my dream meant. Yours probably has some sort of deeper meaning. Again, good luck.
 
Delhezi222;1364422; said:
Most dreams have meanings. I'd contact a professional if I really wanted to know what my dream meant. Yours probably has some sort of deeper meaning. Again, good luck.
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I agree.. GL to you though. Try to find your life long dream/goal and try to work towards that so you see there's a brighter day..
 
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