I have had a very sad last 3 months, so I have not been on here, as I am trying to find myself. I lost my 13 year old son to a tragic boating accident July 15th 2008. I was just letting all know why I haven't been on much, and for support from this community. I am still here though, and I am still a fish keeper, and I will be able to live on. Thank you all for givingme somewhere to vent.