ya i never get the same rush again, thats one of the probs that guys have when they get back they try and get that same rush. im gonna move to wqashigton and become a park ranger, fish and game, cob or something and open a pet store on the side, that would be coolwhat the hell are your plans afterwards. ha my driving instructor was an ex army guy in the demolitions dep. ie liked blowing things up. he said he didnt do it for the money, but its the only thing that can come even close to giving him the same kinda rush