I am very sorry for your loss. This has been a horrible day too for me. Just lost my favorite fish. I remember when my dog was hit by a car, I felt hopeless. We were on our way to the vet because she was on the verge of giving birth. When we arrived, she jumped out of the car, and went around to the street side to greet me (she got out of the car curb side). A car came zooming by and SMACK. She died in my arms, unborn puppies spread around her. It is the strongest memory and emotion I carry with me today. My deepest condolences.