Advice on Depression and fish keeping.
- Thread starter Scrappy71113
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Thats a great tip lmao, but for now ill just try to not do it at all, just gotta not think about the negative things i cant change anyways
Hello; Don't know how to not think about stuff. I run up against barriers I cannot break thru. I tend to try to find a way around or look for cracks. I do have unfulfilled revenge agendas, lots of them. I do not go as far as to hurt people but for some individuals hope to urinate on their graves. Not much in the way of revenge, but a reason for living. One so far thwarted my plan by being cremated. Had the ashes spread at the base of a newly planted tree. I just do not know where the tree is located.
Oh i feel you, u have no idea, my wat is with the government mostly as they owe me 25k for over 10 years and now prosecuting me for talking to someone that touched family of mine inappropiately, it went a bit outta hand but he only got punched twice after running up to me, now hes lying i kicked his head in till he was k.o. and stuff..
and they believe him but told my sister not to do a report since she had no proof. He has no proof either but they still gave me 2 months, im still fighting it and fighting the urge to literally end this dude along with like 2 others that have done me and my family very very wrong.
Every day i wake up thinking of doing it, then i shower whilst thinking about it, eating (barely) whilst thinking about it and this continues for just about the whole day every day.
Sometimes i dont want to live anymore but then think about my family, even though i dont speak to any of them except for a small handful i cant leave them yet.
Its grossly affecting the way i have treated others, some deserving of that treatment some not so much, i really dont want to be like this but it is what it is for the next couple years till im done fighting this crap.
Revenge is a fish best served cold remember that, theres always next year.. dont do stupid things dumb, if you do something stupid at least be smart about it. Not that i recommend any of it
