Dear Mr. Aiden,
The girls that we think are really special tend to be a dime a dozen. I get whats goin on man, my ex and I did a lot of **** together, and reminders suck. But don't shut down because of a girl...silly waste. Your 19, not 45, you literally have hundreds of other ways of occupying your time at your disposal, along with billions (yes that many) of women left available on the planet. I'm sure you thinking to yourself that "She's the one, etc etc. But you know what? If you guys broke up and she left a guy like you that's going to go into a depression for this girl, then she didn't make YOU her number 1. So you know what you say to that? "**** DAT!" And don't go telling yourself you'll never find somebody else because I got three things to say to you about that 1. The sheer math for that to even make sense is almost impossible, 2. You've already had a girlfriend, so a replication of the process is not impossible, 3. If you act like your never gona find another and what you want is what you HAD, then it's going to greatly slow down your healing process.
You don't me, and I don't know you, but I know what **** like that is like. And you also need to realize your 19 years old in 2012, people don't get married that young and girls at this age (just like most guys) get easily scared once that thought crosses their mind because they know they're still young and want to see whats really out there. You should too
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