dont think ill be here much longer.......

[livebearerfreak]

its always somebody elses fault....

um im always the blame for things that go missing or eaten or broken or whatever around here..................

 

[kevinfleming21]

"Welcome to Walmart......." I love how it just dies after that hahahaha

 

[dmopar74]

everyone taks advatage of my money
everyone takes advatage of me
as soon as a actually get a job
if you just new my situatuion ........

its always somebody elses fault....

word

 

[knifegill]

you just go through life failing at everything. not because of your "situation" but because you have no ambition, no motivation, no determination, no desire to do anything with yourself.

That was me once! I wish I could go back in time and pick myself up by the collar and pound some sense into myself, but I know it wouldn't have made a difference. Learning how to live is a process and the lower we start out at, the longer it takes to figure it out. I was pretty much an animal. Just bumming from party to party and begging for enough change to get high-calorie toxic fast food and *other* things. I had a huge list of excuses, people to blame, slogans and false assumptions about the world.

If a screaming maniac like me, who made a habit of spitting on police and damaging jail property for laughs, who drank to oblivion at every given chance and had dreadlocks to my shoulders that were caked with scalp cells and dirty from sleeping on the sidewalk, who didn't even know why people make goals -- If I can find sense, YOU CAN! Get help, man. Find a "life coach", somebody who has overcome more than you. Nobody can do it alone unless you're born rich. The wealthy (most people here) will never understand completely what the culture of poverty does to a developing brain. But remember your actions are under your control. Your thoughts are yours, too. You are your own puppet and you can pull the strings of your own behavior, once you find someone to show you where they are.

No, you cannot pull yourself up by your bootstraps if you can't find them.

 

[kevinfleming21]

this thread is going down in a rain of fire, oddball in 3, 2, 1, ......

 

[livebearerfreak]

hey atleast ill have a job!

And yet nothing about going to get your GED or anythign of the sort. You continue to think short term. Continue down this path and your long term consists of one of the following:

Hi welcome to Burger King. Would you like fries with that?

or

Welcome to Walmart.......


Everyone has a situation that they could cry about. EVERYONE. You are far from special in any way. You use the situations as an excuse and so long as you continue to do so you will fail at this game we call LIFE

 

[livebearerfreak]

so what should i do then? stay here and tough it out or move??

 

[kevinfleming21]

hey atleast ill have a job!

You are doing a wonderful job at proving everyone's point.

 

[knifegill]

so what should i do then? stay here and tough it out or move??

That's your call. Weigh all the possible outcomes. Look very far ahead and think of the best and worst possible outcomes of either decision.

 

[soulpatch]

hey atleast ill have a job!

If you wish to continue to live with your grandparents then that would be fine I guess.........

If you took those jobs so you could get yoru GED at night to progress to more worthwhile ventures that woudl be fine



But from what you have said and how you consider a basic retail job as your escape you can not look past your own nose for how to proceed in life.

As knifegill said get someone to help you out. It does not sound like your grandparents have the ability to place the boot on the precise area of your ass to get you to do what is needed. Perhaps someone else has better aim to get you goin in the right direction.