heck im not even allowed to stay up at night. in some ways i miss my old place. if im up at 2 in the morning grandad will complain and try to sway me to go to bed. im 20 for crying out loud....
im moving out in the next couple months. picked up another aplication for mcdonalds, grandmother got irritated cause i like getting aplications everywhere i go. dont know why but ya, she just shakes her head. anyways im hoping to get the job at gordys AND mcdonalds so i can get 2 jobs. grandmother says i cant do 2 jobs on account of my disabliltys, but ill try!
... anyways im hoping to get the job at gordys AND mcdonalds so i can get 2 jobs. grandmother says i cant do 2 jobs on account of my disabliltys, but ill try!
another rant!
OMG i went to take a bath upstaire and ill be danged if i will again if its like how i saw it tonight! ALOT of POPcans thrown in the tub! tub is all dirty and yucky! and you can barly walk in the bathroom! sure looks like my aunt and there kids take care of the bathroom. dont get me started on the rooms now...... mine is dirty ( dont have a dresser so my cloths are in a bastet and my grandmothers stuff is in there so my stuff is scatter and a lil messy ) but there rooms are like OMG i cant even find the words to describe it!!! or the bathrooms either!
dont like the downstaires bathroom cause its a sit down shower and i dont like them ( upstaires doesnt have one but i can actally take a bath tho )
all i did was throw the cans back in the sink ( where they originally were at ) then she got all mad at me cause i ddint pick up the cans and throw them away and telling me if i dont clean there mess ( cans ) i wnt be allowed to use the bathroom. i told her, ther not my cans, it isnt my fault your to dang lazy to throw the cans away, instead you just throw them in the sink/bathtub..... so ill just throw them back in the sink and washout the bathtub then use it... ya not my fualt they all live like literly pigs upstaires...............
I'm sick of how everytime i go to the grocery store, the lemon & limes stare at me with utter contempt like its my fault they're shacked up with oranges and mandarins, i cry now everytime thinking about fruit on fruit violence, LBF wanna weigh in?????
LBF, there are 45 pages of comments and suggestions from many members and you're still saying the same things...it's like ground hog day!
If you're finding it difficult getting a paid job, perhaps volunteering your time to help others might be a short term solution. It will get you out of that house, away from the drama's and out into the real world away from your computer (and this forum) for a few hours everyday day or many hours a day a few times a week.
It'll do wonders for your confidence and self esteem - I guarantee it.
...picked up another aplication for mcdonalds, grandmother got irritated cause i like getting aplications everywhere i go. dont know why but ya, she just shakes her head...