Been keeping fish longer then a lot of your been alive. I been through many many many disasters it doesn't phase me any more. I just net the fish out throw it in the freezer go about my day like nothing happen.
I'm glad it isn't this way for me. I mourn each and every loss. I even feel bad for the daphnia I raise. I get some solace from the fact that they wouldn't have lived at all if I wasn't, but the guilt makes sure they get the best care I can give them while they're here.