I feel you on that note, off the street, drugs ext! Been clean for 2 yrs! But never the least, I enjoy this forum since I've joined! Been on here everyday since! Haha its like, home as way from home! My getaway!We all here for the hobby enjoyed while we can. I stay in the hobby because it keep me out from the streets and keep my money away from drug and alcohol. We all here to help each other and learn so no need to laugh at anyone. I was there in your shoe before I have killed a lot of fish without knowing because i was inexperienced. Even now a day i still make mistake, some time you just can control what going to happen with your water parameter lol.