Oh God no-I meant when I started keeping fish over 30 years ago I had one at the timeI understand what you mean. Everytime I see one for sale I have to debate with myself internally for about 30 minutes and convince myself not to get one.
Wait, so he's over 30 years old?
Never kept one since so just couldn't say no this time round for old times sake. I love them and they're far more manageable than Tiger Shovels
At the same time I also had 2 Poly p. polli and they both lived for around 14 years ( I kept them for many years and then a freind took them when I left for Uni). I'd love to keep them again but we get much choice here in BC