First and foremost, QUIT YOUR WHINING.
Second, you are without a doubt posting this BS for nothing more than attention
Third, people with "body counts" don't talk about there "body counts" on public sites to a bunch of strangers.
Fourth, 6 oz's of vodka is for pu$$ies. I can drink that much for breakfast.
Fifth, you are so full of crap.
What branch of service were you in?
What unit were you with?
What TRUE combat experience do you have?
If you truly had a substantial "body count" under your belt, then you would know that after the first few, the rest don't even register.
It's people like you who make TRUE combat veterans look like s__t.