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Need calming
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going to bed now, going fishing in am probably noonish, don't have to worry about court til Monday, worm bait, squawfish, sunfish, and bass,no stureeon this far down. Gotsta sleep
Don,t like website as it comes up now, only shows one posting at a time, so you can't scan the flow. I want it back like last week. As for personals, spent Saturday drowning worms, Sunday sleeping, and most of today at copshop giving statemement. No charges, guy just got out for dealing crack, burglary, and smacking around his pregnant girl friend. I won't get the mace back for at least five years, evidence. It was not so much hitting him that threw me so hard but the memories it brought back. After cops left I popped a bottle of vodka and that was a bad idea. T he smell just kept getting stronger until it was all twisted, blood, s___, p___, powder, mud, rain, burnt meat, and old death. Most of that wasn't real but I could taste it, I even got to hearing the screams of people who have been dead for years. Got some counseling scheduled at local V.A. later this week. It was just so damn unexpected. I like being a nice guy but I wasn't always and the werewolf isn't very deep. I don't want to be that "smiles in the flames" kind of guy ever again. It was to hard to get away from the first time. If you follow that path you end up not loving anyone, not even yourself. Anyway, thanks to all who answered, it helped and I needed it.
