Ya, no one understands mine either. I got a degree in music. In music, there are all kinds of forms of notation to give you at least an idea of how to express notated music. One dynamic expression used in a lot of pieces is fortississimo. The short hand is 'fff'. I believe it is Italian if you're curious. The relative definition is 3x as loud as an open room volume. It kind of has a triple strength weight. So instead of describing the word forte, which means loud, as three times it's relevant strength, I used the word badass. I got the idea when a fellow bar-sax player constantly complained to me that I am too loud and badass of a trombone player. Especially bass trombone because intonation is somehow easier for me and I switched to a stainless steel mouthpiece when I realized the ease of volume production allowed me to use a lot less air when I played. Other than that one guy at band camp, it's fun to have other musicians react in passing when they read it though.