Hang in there, man. It gets easier. Haven't had a drink since 10/16/2010, so it can be done!I'm trying to quit now, not just smokes, but drinking, so everything sucks. The patches help me not strangle my kids or dogs, but there are times when I just want to bag it and run down to drink and smoke my face off. I love drinking and smoking, the absence of both of them has me on a hair trigger. Good luck buddy, I'm with you in the struggle. Every one we avoid is a win.