IF it makes you feel any better you still have people like me looking up to you. I know you've had some tough losses over the years and I truly admire your ability to push through the hard times and just keep at it. From the adults way back when, to the pups from last time. Surely karma will eventually catch up to you and when she does I want to be on that list for pups!!!!
Damnit Jim, you might not be a doctor but you are a role model.