^haha that made me laugh.
I made it this far handling math so I know I can do it. I do go to tutors but they are not the best (the school offered ones) I also work with other calss mates and we all help one another out... shoot I helped someone learn an entire chapter of what we did but I just suck at the tests. I just needed to vent it out I guess. Again I can handle and do math its just physics I am having trouble with the tests. If I need to use math in field work I can do that and I am doing it now in labs. I ve just been in school so long its getting very frustrating and I pay out of pocket (which is a big motivator). I dont seem to struggle with science classes math or not. If you cant tell I am really stressed... and over school. (out side of calc 1 I got a A's/B's in all my pre-math's, an A in my algebra an A in stats and a B in trig and a C in pre-calc and calc.). Needless to say I dont suck as bad as I am making you think lol.. its just a test thing with me and I am just not that intrested in phy2 which makes it hard. I have a 3.something gpa right now and I am pretty much a senior my gpa has yet to drop below a 3.0 (hoping I didnt just jinyx that !). I just stress out really bad -_-; and this is the worst I feel I have ever done in a class. I can gurantee you I will not be changing my major this is what I have wanted to do from before kindergarden....crazy I actually stuck with it. I just needed to get it out... I know some of you have gone through these times. It just doesnt help that the school in general gears everything toward med students and funny thing is... marine biology is something they are well known for yet the undergrad program is not that great imo. Just with that combo it makes it frustrating. I know I cant be the only one going through his right now either... so if anyone else needs to vent please feel free =] I appreciate the comments, just trying to get it out, not to stress about it and get motivated again.