Cute baby, sorry to hear you have to miss all that stuff thats gonna be hard, I remember the Jackson's 1st steps, he stood up and started comming towards me and I put up my hand to stop him because I was putting something together for him and I didn't even realize he was walking, I got so fired up when I realized what he had done. He is 5 now and just started playing baseball it does me proud to watch him, I know hwat you mean when you said you never thought you could love someone so much, I feel the same thing about both my kids being a dad is great. How long will you be stuck in Iraq ?