it feels so different being here...i was so used to being next to u...life for me is not the same....theres no one to turn to....i dun know why i let it go too far...starting over is so hard...seems like everywhere i try to go, i keep thinking of u,...i just had a wakeup call...wish i never ever let u fall...baby ure not to blame at all - wen im the one who pushed u awayyyy