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Liam;3073561; said:
dude had that about 4 weeks ago. now, imagen that, but imagen 10 weeks of depression where I have less then 5 hours of sleep a night (2 months before this period as well), lack of interest in everything (litterly everything) and lack of focus and energy. Plus a crap diet where you never feel like eating.

Ok, that's been happening for 3 months now. thankfully I think I'm starting to focus more easy, and I'm generating interest and eating more, but I still can't sleep correctly. pretty crap, I know.
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wow...thats actually been happening to me as well.
not to mention the heat wave....
 
holy sniz zaps im late.

time to do some ghost busting in this thread
 
Liam;3073561; said:
dude had that about 4 weeks ago. now, imagen that, but imagen 10 weeks of depression where I have less then 5 hours of sleep a night (2 months before this period as well), lack of interest in everything (litterly everything) and lack of focus and energy. Plus a crap diet where you never feel like eating.

Ok, that's been happening for 3 months now. thankfully I think I'm starting to focus more easy, and I'm generating interest and eating more, but I still can't sleep correctly. pretty crap, I know.
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I finally gave up last month- it's been going on for a year. Started with the stress of 4 projects including one senior engineering project for school (with an idiot partner) and finals all at the same time. Then my step dad passed away- really liked him, great guy. That's when my mom started to hit me up to do everything for her, including looking for money (she has always been like this- you are no use to her unless she gets something out of you. Put it this way, when I was in high school, I supported the family with my job- she was married to a retired real AH then - not the guy that just died- and she won't work). Had to tell her to leave me alone- I couldn't get anything done- she wanted me to drop eveything and just take care of her the rest of my life. Feel bad about it but I have a husband to take care of too and really need to live my life. With this going on I had one class where I got an incomplete. Looked all summer for a job in my field while I did a summer class- didn't find one. The incomplete need to wait until this spring semester to be finished (no other classes - last one for me) because I need to take the final again. Got a job this fall in a call center (IT helpdesk) - not great but with the economy it is something. Was hoping to pay off my school bills but then my husband got sick- back went out on him. He is off for the last 6 months on disability and gets money some from insurance- living on my paychecks. Had to beg my inlaws to pay my school bill (thank God they did) so I can graduate this spring. Lost interest in everthing too- challenge just to get up and go to work, let alone doing the house work and taking care of my tanks ( I did do the water changes and feeding- fish are safe). Finally talked to my doctor about how down I felt last month ( was in for a sinus infection that I had for a month at that time). Always tired, bored and didn't want to do anything. Yeah I gave in and am taking the prozac. Working some- better than feeling like giving up on everything. At least now I am back to fishing and starting to work on the tanks again. Even getting in on some of the jokes at work.
 
ryverrat;3074616; said:
I finally gave up last month- it's been going on for a year. Started with the stress of 4 projects including one senior engineering project for school (with an idiot partner) and finals all at the same time. Then my step dad passed away- really liked him, great guy. That's when my mom started to hit me up to do everything for her, including looking for money (she has always been like this- you are no use to her unless she gets something out of you. Put it this way, when I was in high school, I supported the family with my job- she was married to a retired real AH then - not the guy that just died- and she won't work). Had to tell her to leave me alone- I couldn't get anything done- she wanted me to drop eveything and just take care of her the rest of my life. Feel bad about it but I have a husband to take care of too and really need to live my life. With this going on I had one class where I got an incomplete. Looked all summer for a job in my field while I did a summer class- didn't find one. The incomplete need to wait until this spring semester to be finished (no other classes - last one for me) because I need to take the final again. Got a job this fall in a call center (IT helpdesk) - not great but with the economy it is something. Was hoping to pay off my school bills but then my husband got sick- back went out on him. He is off for the last 6 months on disability and gets money some from insurance- living on my paychecks. Had to beg my inlaws to pay my school bill (thank God they did) so I can graduate this spring. Lost interest in everthing too- challenge just to get up and go to work, let alone doing the house work and taking care of my tanks ( I did do the water changes and feeding- fish are safe). Finally talked to my doctor about how down I felt last month ( was in for a sinus infection that I had for a month at that time). Always tired, bored and didn't want to do anything. Yeah I gave in and am taking the prozac. Working some- better than feeling like giving up on everything. At least now I am back to fishing and starting to work on the tanks again. Even getting in on some of the jokes at work.
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damn that sucks.... I really don't know what else to say
 
Sorry about the rant- needed to get things out and my friends have been a little busy (don't live near them to go out anymore because of school and I work 2nd shift). Things are getting better. Got to go fishing all day with one of my friends today- caught more fish than him. :D
 
hey yall im the op of this thread...i have been super busy lately but i apologize to anyone i offended if i did....i hope everyones doing well now! im doing great! really advancing in my officiating so im stoked!
 
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