thanks all of you... yes my tears are flowing.. but i find comfort that she is at peace,.. it has been a hard two weeks.. waking up in the middle of the night.. wondering if you will find her okay... she could not do the steps so i carried her out and in.. sometimes i just sat up with her and rubbed and massaged her tiny body.. but she always managed to practically crawl to get to where ever i was.. breaking acking heart but yes i feel good we had a long roll together..i was lucky and blessed.. thanks everyone.. always eases the pain when you have friends who care...