I thank you all from the bottom of my heart.. your all my fish family and your great people.. it means alot to me to know you all understand and that i can tell you my deepest thoughts.. i was a fool to keep them but 8 years we had them and we did the best we could.. and now that i have told you my heartbreak i have alot to do..i feel like i am in some twilight zone but the others need us so i will get off and do what i can.. i will write later ..thank you.