Thank you! I think you probably think significantly more highly of me than I deserve, but it is greatly appreciated regardless.
We did get your letter by the way. It was the deciding factor in allowing you to return. A display of humility like that speaks to one's character.
There's nothing wrong with any of that, and I think that you're displaying what is likely a typical progression through the hobby. Discovery, first steps, OMG BUY EVERYTHING, man this is a lot of work (you are here), focus on a few passion projects, finally settled into a niche.
Nothing wrong with that at all, or in focusing your energy on other endeavors. I still have fish for example, but I've really no desire to buy anything until I can find my unicorn juruense catfish (which I may have done recently).
You're clearly quite bright, and I look forward to hopefully seeing what ingenuity you can bring to the hobby