I understand how you feel. It's heartbreaking when we lose them. I would LOVE to see a picture of your tank.I’ve wanted to a few times. I even contacted a breeder a couple years ago because she was the only person in the state that bred the common coloration. I don’t care for the look of the rosies. But I’m afraid I can never love another bird like I did my Lucky boy. I get so attached to animals I connect with that no other animal of the same type can compare.
I know that’s how it will be with my terror Oliver too. He is so special I will likely stop keeping terrors when he’s gone.