it IS frustrating. fishkeeping is basiclly the only thing i actually know about. when i talk i stutter alot. cant think straight. been told i have a mind of a 12-14 year old to. i have autism. and was in Special Ed classes in school, but that doesnt stop me from doing what i love, i may be slow but i DO love my fish! and it may take sometime but i WILL have the right stock, and i Will have the tank full soon!