well come update news, my social worker is comming tomm ( he called today ) and im going to talk to him about helping me find a apt in eau claire ( for 2 reasons 1. so im away from my family and can get my life in order and 2. cause all my appointments are in eau claire ) my aunt locked the wireless router ( even tho i already payed for my part of the internet ) but im going to try to get on tonite. kinda been neglicting my tank maintance causse i been staying at a friends for the lastt 4 or 5 days but may stay the night at my grandparents caue my social worker is comming over tomm to talk to me. other then that im tring to find a place before sept ( got in a big fight aagain with my grandmother while at a friends cause she was like * doug i think its time to come home and help * i was like * grandmother you have 3 other ppl staying there why dont you ask them to help for once instead of relying on me to do it all the time, im tired of this crap! im alwayss the one that has to do EVEERRYTHING around there so now you ask one of the other 3 that stays there * she told me * fine pack your stuff up and ill tell grandad that your not helpiong anymore * then she calls back and says * doug forget well treat you how you treat us for now on, were not gunna help you anymore and you can stay * then i tell her * you know what forget it im moving end of story * then she says * well if you move you are NOT welcomed back by anymeans * i was like * dont worry i wont be comming back * then that ended it.. ( sry all that writeing felt like i was writeing a book lol ) so ya. ill update in a lil bit. im at the lib tell 5 ( thats when they close ) my hand hurts right now.