Hey dude, I'm sorry for your losses, those looked like some fine specimens; but I agree, take a break. Let yourself steam off and then you'll realize that fishkeeping is like a drug. It's implanted in your brain and when you devoid yourself of your daily dose, you start to feel mentally ill because your body is not getting the supplement it needs (a.k.a withdrawal), except fishkeeping is the good type of drug. Hey, I'm supplementing my body with fishkeeping with a homedepot bucket in my room with a cory, a ghost shrimp, and a betta (barely working, but still fulfills my need for fishkeeping)