Absolutely NO worries!!!! Please, if you think anyone is here to judge then you are being foolish. Africa sounds cool...
Anyway, when you can, just send as many pictures as you possibly can on this thread = never enough pictures. Then exactly = one more time, amount of fish, what they are, how big!, how often you feed, pump situation. Everyone will be able to help you. But it is good to start over again in this thread because there are just too many pages and people can't read all of them at once to get a good feel for it.
So do the ton of pictures and do a thorough biography with the pictures and everyone can give their 2 cents. Remarkably enough, I have more problems with my 125 gallon fresh water tank than my pond. My pond almost takes care of itself at this point. That's the easy part - it's so big that it needs little work, however, I also set it up that way specifically and have upgraded pumps also.
I don't know how your water movement is - but in a pond that is priority. You can never had enough water movement. So get on the pictures and biography and everyone can start helping you to where it will be almost too easy for you. Also, how do you do water changes or do you? Mine is so easy.... Can't wait for you to get an hour to start this again and welcome back...