keep on keeping on man.
I've checked out this thread once or twice over the time it has been up.
I don't know your circumstances, cause I just read your last 3 post's...
I've been at my job for 15yrs and everything I enjoy has came from that. Recently my company sold and got bought out by a new one. I'm the manager over a departement and I know I might be replaced by one of their guys as time goes by. I battled with it also, but I have come to the conclusion that I know what I am worth. I will probably take a big pay cut and find a new job. But I can also sell my truck and buy a beater, to eliminate that payment, which will help alot.
I guess I don't know if any of this really goes with your story, I will try to read your thread soon and give you some more feedback.
All I'm saying is when one door closes, all you have to do is open the next one to keep on going!!! It can be a very emotional ride.