Man Phil, I had no idea. I noticed you weren't as active and chippery the last few days, I just didn't know what was up. I know its rough when you loose a very close companion like that, its like a huge part of you has been erased, and now all that is left is a big empty void. I don't know about you man, but I can be an emotional guy. Sometimes it just feels better after lettin it all go and having a good, long cry. I know in todays age its not exactly considered maucho, but who cares. Your grieving for one of your best friends, no one has a right to judge you. I'm here for yaz buddy, if you need anything, just lemme know and I will try my best to do so. I feel your pain and wish there was some way i could help to ease it. Really am sorry bro. Hope things get to lookin better for you soon.