thanks guys, I appreciate all the compliments. but i'm really not that good. I mean, this is probably something I should've gotten serious with right out of highschool if I was to do it for a living.
there are people out there that are 100 times better than me doing this for 20 years and probably can't even make a decent pay.
I guess for someone with no training and no school (I mean, I didn't even take art class in highschool) I'm just ok at drawing. I would rank myself as someone who has an eye for it and has the right tools to have the potential to be really great at it. kind of like a child athletic prospect. the talent is obvious and with a lot of hard work and years and years of practice he may get to play minor leagues when he's an adult and maybe hook up with a really hot C level reality show celeb.
Last night I watched a drawing tutorial, and it was depressing. I realized how much I suck actually. Me compared to them is like me playing a one on one with kobe Bryant, like, right now. there's just no way i'll be that good and if I started practicing now, i'll be too old by the time i'm that good and probably don't wanna do it anymore
at this point, all I can do is enjoy doodling from time to time