I had a CA hybrid named Loco that hit himself on the lid for the last time yesterday.
Had him for 2 years 4 months.
He definitely paralyzed himself because from his pectorals back he was very weak.
So I just had to put the most owner responsive glass banger into the freezer in a big metal bowl of water.
Still fully conscious, just paralyzed.I couldn't let him waste away.
Being mad and wanting to give up is definitely a feeling in me also.
Oh, and to the outsiders who say "It's just a fish", please, save it...
So only the people who have gone through this can side with you.
All of you who have had to euthanize or remove the corpse of a large wet pet.
So, besides the weightless, tired, played out "sorry for your loss" crap, all I have to say is, try and get your mind of it man.
Peace.
Had him for 2 years 4 months.
He definitely paralyzed himself because from his pectorals back he was very weak.
So I just had to put the most owner responsive glass banger into the freezer in a big metal bowl of water.
Still fully conscious, just paralyzed.I couldn't let him waste away.
Being mad and wanting to give up is definitely a feeling in me also.
Oh, and to the outsiders who say "It's just a fish", please, save it...
So only the people who have gone through this can side with you.
All of you who have had to euthanize or remove the corpse of a large wet pet.
So, besides the weightless, tired, played out "sorry for your loss" crap, all I have to say is, try and get your mind of it man.
Peace.