Ok first off
she's no true friend.
Young girls are idiots (i was one a long time ago)
There's also the need to fit in i think females actually are the most deadly of the species because they can be treacherous
she's not worth you being miserable harming yourself whatever
actually no one is
If she was a friend she would have come to you and asked about it
My friends are more important to me than (um ok well never mind)
lets just say that friendship tends to be longer lasting and deeper than her freaking over a bunch of ditzes making remarks when, by the way, they were most likely jealous of what the two of you had and set out to destroy it
Either way she's weak
LOL i bag on guys and sometimes don't understand em but generally they tell it to ya strait up
K next thing
if you're having suicidal thoughts, go talk to someone
you won't be labeled for ever, (actually mention you are concerned with that and have it marked as a situational depression)
DO NOT drink
that destablizes mood
exercise good diet, all helpful also 8 hours sleep a night no caffiene after noon
get up at the same time every day and that will set your internal clock
i haven't figured out how to motivte on those when i'mm bummed though so one of your buds will have to drag you out of the house
next anti depressants can help
check out who you're going to before you see em there are quacks out there
and if you're worried about stigma
one it's no one's business
two everyone takes something these days seems like
so if ya need em take em
Anyway hope all goes better
from the number of responses you got a lot of folk out there care
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