convict_breeder;993582; said:well now hes losing eye sight and her headachs are becomeing worse ALOT worse then before now. she cant see straight and she only can see a foot anda half in front of her. so shes worsening alot now WAH WAH WAH WAH![]()
. and im now just realizing im losing the one person i admire and LOVED my whole life
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. stupid cancer why did u have to be invented or how ever u got here!! i hate u cancer!!!!!
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jafiowsjfaijgfaowjgfaiojfaiowjpi now that i got that outa my system WISH MY MOM LUCK please
and for those who dont now what she has its:
glioblastomia multiforme grade 4 stage 3 or 4 dunno. she had it for 2 years and have 2 active tumers that are cancerious
wish my mom luck
and did anyone else lose there mom to brain cancer PLEASE TELL ME so i now im not the only one on here
good for you.. you sound like you are sooo together and because of that you are giving sound adviceOddBaller;993649; said:you will go through several stages of mourning..... Denial.... ANGER...(BAD One)...Bargining.... Depression..... Acceptance.....
I'm not going to lie.... its very difficult.... the pain almost made me self destruct many times..... drugs, fighting, alcohol..... was my way of self medication.... ended up in Jail and alone by 18.... then i remembered that i was taught better than that...... my parents didnt want me to end up like this..... I got my SH*T together...... started working hard.... tried to learn and live as much as i can...... i became very independant ..... and strong willed..... theres nothing i cannot achieve.... (except grammer) Today i feel lucky to have gone throught what i went through young.... All my friend come to me for advice..... LIFE SHAPES you.... but you can point it in the direction you want it to go.....![]()
Filthy Sanchez;994307; said:I feel for your mother my friend. I was recently diagnosed with cancer myself, and am currently undergoing chemo. Unfortunetly for me it is bone cancer and once it's in your bones it's incureable. I only hope that your mother is more fortunate than myself. Take care of her and be there for her it's one of the few things you can do, giving her comfort can take away some of the feelings of helplessness you'll feel.
convict_breeder;993657; said:thanks. and ya i ahve depression disorder which suxs ass!!! and i use to mutilate myself AKA wrist cutting. but i stoped that. so thanks for ur advise and all thats very helpful to.
so thats why i have cichlids to keep me going when im depressed and all.
JustLooking;994720; said:My mom lost her battle with cancer last week,07-11-07.
I feel your pain,hang in there bro.