Glad to hear your doing so well Aqua .. congradulations so far .. i use to smoke and it is by far one of the hardest things to give up once you have a habit established.. i remenber looking for the cigs if i took a phone call..or looking for a cig right after i ate.. or listening to a song.. or having a drink.. and worry about how many i had left in the pack to make it through the night.. they make you a prisoner ..your first thoughts are always cigarettes!! I hated that about dependency on them.. so giving them up was all the way around the best thing ..and the money they want for them..
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Seriously though I hope you make it through.
My dad packed in 20 years ago and only recently said in the first 10 years after he could easily pick one up again.
I did 21 days last year and it all went wrong, a good support network will help out a lot