Smoked three cigs total at work today (i can go through half a pack )
and felt a million times better than the end of the day
I like the idea of not having to make sure I'll have cigs, like buying a carton at a time. I did pick up two packs on the way home from work
$10
that's another way to think about it
I called my dr and asked for a call in for chantix, I met a lady at work who was telling me about it.
I need the drug and also have a stock of the habotrol inhalers lol
I tend to use it as a displacement activity so rather than get all in someone's face i just walk away and have a cig. I'm a fraid I will turn into a mega***** and get fired!!
I did quit when i was 22, ok 18 years ago, went from jogging 2 miles a day to 5 in like nothing, still gained 15 pounds in 6 weeks
by the end of that 6 weeks my mom threw a pack in my face and said you are such a ***** just smoke

I'm one of those people that can't do one once in a while, I'm up to 1 1/2 packs right away I have quit at other times like when i've had bhronchitis
I like smoking unfortunately
I just don't like the consequences
And I am stunned when i look at all the little denial tricks I use about general health and smoking.
I mean do I even have mucociliary clearance anymore?
hmm well i have lots of cross stich things i haven't worked on in a while
and the chantix seems like the majic bullet
and although usually i worry about side effects of meds (how dumb is that when you think of it

)
I think that the benefits so far outweigh the risks that need to get on this plan and just do it
Thanks again
If my posts become evil and flaming and i get banned at least You'll know I'm healthier