Well...It looks like I am a terrible judge of character... I know my own operating system, and that means that if I say I'll take it...then I will find a way to make it go through even if I have to sell blood...or a kidney...
2 people on another forum made the effort to contact me and say they would take "them". The first one agreed to terms on 3 of the older pups, but said he din't have any money for a while. I wanted him to have them since he is the 'site owner', so I said no problem...but try to get me a down payment ASAP because I am in some serious financial predicaments...so time goes on...and this person is listing WTB ads. for 2 FX5's and other things...
the 2nd person wanted one of the new batch. I held the pup, told other people who inquired that the female was sold. Last week I sent a message saying "I REALLY need to know when you can pay, and how much"...but I made it clear that I was just trying to plan some things out. the answer was "Tuesday, I will pay in full".
There's 39 minutes left in "tuesday" and she has ignored my PM's since Sunday...Mr "site owner" hasn't replied to anything since Saturday, when he had inquired about buying another pup...
Now there is 36 minutes before the trip out east is officially CANCELLED.
But I'm not that stupid...I was facing shutoff on my electric, and internet, and even having to pay my car insurance late. Last thing I would have done is to count on some other people to come through when it REALLY matters. Problem solved. I'm a survivor, and I made it work the way I always have so far.
It is here...and NOW...that I proclaim that I am over the hump. I have met my financial obligations, and I have resolved my income issues and fry losses. I don't need their money... I won't TAKE their money.
The last month has been the scariest month of all since I quit my job. When I first quit, it was tough and I was really broke. But I made my choice and I charged forward towards a impending avalanche. Last month was the "test of faith", and I passed.
Pups for sale. Serious inquiries only.
Mike