Venting, My life story... Very long...

[UNKNOWN_MALONE]

Glad to hear you quit. I never got into all that kind of stuff, but I've done my share of stupid things and can relate to a lot of what you wrote. I had a best friend who got into that stuff, but got in too deep (I say "had" because while there is still a guy around that looks like my friend and goes by the same name, my friend is gone...). He used to be possibly the smartest person I know. I have no doubt he would have been in the top 20 of our class with the rest of us before he turned into a burnout. Last I heard was over a year ago him and his girlfriend got locked up for dealing coke and heroine...

It's such a bummer bro. I grew up fast dealing, One because I was never stupid like the others even though I was young, Two I had grown men calling me begging me to sell to them. People used to come to me with change so desperate to get high, at first I was disturbed by it then I realized that's how pathetic people are. I was lucky I got out before it started affecting my head.

 

[Eleven Bravo]

Exactly brother, Thank god for my fish tanks. Not a whole lot of people understand lol

yes sir. they ask me "why do you buy fish" i tell them "put your hand in the tank" lol. on the real though live life to the fullest don't take it for granted.

 

[UNKNOWN_MALONE]

Man I can't tell you how much I appreciate the kind words from you guys. I haven't really been bummed out lately, it just kind of hit me tonight when I started thinking about the service. Eleven, would you consider the service a good path? Have you benefited from it?
How old were you when you went in?

 

[midnight]

i should have a 1-800 psychic number
cus i see this thread closing real soon

 

[UNKNOWN_MALONE]

yes sir. they ask me "why do you buy fish" i tell them "put your hand in the tank" lol. on the real though live life to the fullest don't take it for granted.

That's how I have been doing it man. People judge me and I know it's for the wrong reasons. I know I am a good person and no one can take that away from me. The people that hate on me are just jealous, because I know I don't do anything to anyone... I keep to myself

 

[UNKNOWN_MALONE]

i should have a 1-800 psychic number
cus i see this thread closing real soon

I would hope not...

 

[andyjs]

Exactly brother, Thank god for my fish tanks. Not a whole lot of people understand lol

No they don't lol...
People jokingly say stuff about me and my fish all the time. For me, it's not only a hobby...it's also been a couple part time/summer jobs and eventually a career. I have a shirt from the old show Legends of the Hidden Temple-Blue Barracudas obviously-and one day when I wore it, a girl from my ichthyology class reminded me that "fish class" was over, but I told her, for me it never is...

 

[midnight]

I would hope not...

read this thread again and tell me why it shouldnt be lol

 

[UNKNOWN_MALONE]

No they don't lol...
People jokingly say stuff about me and my fish all the time. For me, it's not only a hobby...it's also been a couple part time/summer jobs and eventually a career. I have a shirt from the old show Legends of the Hidden Temple-Blue Barracudas obviously-and one day when I wore it, a girl from my ichthyology class reminded me that "fish class" was over, but I told her, for me it never is...

Haha! I am trying to get a job at petco/petsmart or a fish shop so I can keep those damn tanks clean!! I hate going in there seeing green algae all over the tanks and fish belly up. No way jose...

 

[Eleven Bravo]

Man I can't tell you how much I appreciate the kind words from you guys. I haven't really been bummed out lately, it just kind of hit me tonight when I started thinking about the service. Eleven, would you consider the service a good path? Have you benefited from it?
How old were you when you went in?

i joined when i was 18. my bday was sept8, then sept 11 2001 hit. i left for boot camp sept 16. it's really hard for me to give advice to join. i tell peeps it's up to them to make that decision. really hard. but i recommend it.

i should have a 1-800 psychic number
cus i see this thread closing real soon

why?

That's how I have been doing it man. People judge me and I know it's for the wrong reasons. I know I am a good person and no one can take that away from me. The people that hate on me are just jealous, because I know I don't do anything to anyone... I keep to myself

like what tupac said "only god can judge me" keep it too yourself. they are shallow, dont understand.