Venting, My life story... Very long...

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midnight;2415200; said:
read this thread again and tell me why it shouldnt be lol :grinno:

Oh I understand why it would be but I am hoping I have some good graces on this one... lol. I just needed to get all this off my chest, I guess they can close it if they really feel the need to :irked: lol
 
Eleven Bravo;2415212; said:
i joined when i was 18. my bday was sept8, then sept 11 2001 hit. i left for boot camp sept 16. it's really hard for me to give advice to join. i tell peeps it's up to them to make that decision. really hard. but i recommend it.

why?


like what tupac said "only god can judge me" keep it too yourself. they are shallow, dont understand.

I was just listening to Pac, "I Wonder if heaven got a ghetto" haha

I am physically fit and I need a challenge, as much as I don't want to go into the service I have a feeling that I will benefit from it even though my hearts not in it right now... you know?
 
this is what kids on a fish forum should be reading right?lol
sorry but it was going to happen if i said something or not
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I came to my teens and started smoking weed and "experimenting." I have tried coke, ex, bars, codeine all that stuff. (I never did anything more than a couple times besides getting high.


After a while I started becoming familiar with drugs, weed and alcohol... How to get it, the good prices, what the "good" was and so on. I started dealing through one of my buddies and after a while I figured out that if I cut the middle man I would be banking big time, so I started moving up taking peoples customers. At this point my parents knew what I was up to but I was very smart about it... Never brought people to the house ECT. They knew I was being smart so they were not freaking out too much. Everyone around me was getting caught up because they were stupid about their business.


It got so deep so quick, It went from grams to pounds. Cops in my neighborhood knew I had serious weight and there was big time competition. I put so many people out of business so quick, and my enemy list got larger.


recently quit dealing and smoking. It was so bad I smoked at least 20 blunts a day. I smoked my personals, then people that I dealt to smoked me out big time. My schedule was: Wake up, Roll up and blaze on the way to school, blaze on my lunch break and blaze after school and start hustlin. No one knew who I was outside of school except for the people I Dealt to and chilled with, and when people found out most of them were at loss of words. Getting older and more mature I started learning that that's not how I want people to look at me so I changed. After all that I stopped smoking for around 6 months and got my **** straight. People to this day still call me asking for that, It makes me so angry. Of course I blaze every now and then, but for me thats ok.... lol
 
midnight;2415225; said:
this is what kids on a fish forum should be reading right?lol
sorry but it was going to happen if i said something or not
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all good. hopefully the mods can edit it.:)
 
your only 19, i think you got a few more "big" mistakes left till you can go on your chosen path. dont get me wrong, im not saying your a bad kid, hell your story is like reading into my past. but with me it got alot heavier than weed. i always liked to learn the hard way, and once i hit 21 life got crazy for the next 5 years, from what i remember.

bad pasts also can give you great pride in the present or future. ive been clean and sober for 3 years now, am a father of a 2 1/2 year old boy, and a 1 month old girl. i support the family and the wife stays at home to raise the kids. im 28 now, almost lost my life to drugs/alcohol way too young. ive had guns pulled on me a couple times, been robbed, and watched too many friends either burn out or go to prison.


maybe you should look into the coast guard, my cousin did and man it has done great things for him with alot of adventure. i applaude you for throwing yourself out there for everyonr to see, not too many people have the balls to do that.

good luck!
 
dmopar74;2415246; said:
your only 19, i think you got a few more "big" mistakes left till you can go on your chosen path. dont get me wrong, im not saying your a bad kid, hell your story is like reading into my past. but with me it got alot heavier than weed. i always liked to learn the hard way, and once i hit 21 life got crazy for the next 5 years, from what i remember.

bad pasts also can give you great pride in the present or future. ive been clean and sober for 3 years now, am a father of a 2 1/2 year old boy, and a 1 month old girl. i support the family and the wife stays at home to raise the kids. im 28 now, almost lost my life to drugs/alcohol way too young. ive had guns pulled on me a couple times, been robbed, and watched too many friends either burn out or go to prison.


maybe you should look into the coast guard, my cousin did and man it has done great things for him with alot of adventure. i applaude you for throwing yourself out there for everyonr to see, not too many people have the balls to do that.

good luck!

D I respect your post sincerely. It's beautiful how your life turned out. I've been really close to loosing my life from guns in my face and all that... It really makes you think about what important in your life. It's scary being so deep in even though I was not doing anything else I have been around all of it and seen how they handled business. It will change the way I view the world for the rest of my life. And like you said, It has definitely given my a lot of pride for the rest of my life... I understand a lot of things I wouldn't if I have not experienced the things I did. Again thanks for that post brother
 
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