Venting, My life story... Very long...

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UNKNOWN_MALONE;2415299; said:
So far so good :D

they are probably catchn some zzZZz.
good night fellas. got to get to work early.
 
i feel ya on being the quiet guy with a bad temper, im that way too. it's deff hard to hold back from snapping, and actually snapping does nothing but provide pain and destruction to others and yourself, and acting on those urges just makes you more angry deep down inside. do whatever you gotta do to avoid that. even if its just throwing your arms up and walking away or talking to somebody you trust. i held in too much anger over the years, and now i get massively pissed over the smallest crap because of it. seclusion and anger only compounds till theres nothing left to work with, i dont think i'll ever be fully confident around others again, except for my wife/kids.
 
dmopar74;2415313; said:
i feel ya on being the quiet guy with a bad temper, im that way too. it's deff hard to hold back from snapping, and actually snapping does nothing but provide pain and destruction to others and yourself, and acting on those urges just makes you more angry deep down inside. do whatever you gotta do to avoid that. even if its just throwing your arms up and walking away or talking to somebody you trust. i held in too much anger over the years, and now i get massively pissed over the smallest crap because of it. seclusion and anger only compounds till theres nothing left to work with, i dont think i'll ever be fully confident around others again, except for my wife/kids.

Yeah man exactly. After I left my old life I really had no friends, No one I can trust or turn to. I still don't really talk to too many people, so it's hard to talk to someone about anything. Because of what I went through I am still paranoid and will always be.

It's inspiring how your life turned out bro! All these responses really made me feel a whole lot better... I am glad I finally shared, It's been cooped up for so long
 
man thats wild all that and ur only 19!!! good to see u got ur head strait do what ever makes u happy i figure for every illigal way to make money there is a leagal way to do it. since u made so much pusshin pounds then be a pharmacist... makes sense right. just my 2 cents but im glad u are out of it and i hope u choose the right path.

much love and happy ness bless!!!
 
Sigh.


Your life is your life, not your parents. You are at that age where you need to choose your own future, not what your parents want you to do. I am just past that age. I am 22, about to finish up school. Dad wanted me to join army, mom wanted me to become a veterinarian. And me? I studied economics. I am about to graduate with an econ degree in May. Mom and Dad have no idea where econ came from. However, it is what I wanted....

Bottom line is if you live their life, you will never live. You are a man now, do it for you, and noone else.
 
I think you understand why i need to close this thread... it is too vivid.. for our younger folks... but i encourage you to start off a new one with out so much detail.. i am proud of your accomplishments and hope you continue..
 
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