Man, research on fish is just so hard. Its way different than getting information about Hitler or dogs. Just as I feared, all those months of hard work accumulating bullcrap information on the internet got flushed down as soon as I talked to people who see through that bullcrap. There's just so much conflicting information about fish on the internet. I'm not sad because I found out almost everything about fish on the internet is bs, because I actually already knew that. I knew realistically, those feeding time videos on YouTube featuring a tiny glass box containing an arowana, oscar, Jaguar, red tailed catfish, knife fish, turtles, stingrays, an arapaima and a goddamn partridge in a pear tree would be a disaster in the long run. But it just looked so damn cool, and there was just an itching thought in my head that was like "maybe he had a really good filter" or "maybe there's a secret method to raise fish so they won't be aggressive" and especially "maybe those fish aren't actually aggressive in the first place, and those stories of oscars ripping up their tankmates were just popular LIES that everyone regurgitates over and over like it's gospel, despite never having owned one"
I mean, c'mon, how do you know what's right or wrong when you cant trust any of your sources? Okay, so i still knew deep down I was just trying to make myself believe what I wanted to be true so I can justify having an awesome tiny glass box with monster fish just like those people on YouTube and not feel like an ass. I guess today my attempts to convince myself was actually starting to work, because it got to a point i was confident enough to tell you guys what I wanted to do. Damn, I got snapped back into reality fast. On top of that you guys debunked other things that i genuinely believed.
I'm not sad that what I knew was bullcrap, turned out to be...well, bullcrap. I'm also not sad that I wrong on the things I actually thought was true.
What I'm sad about is that what I've feared has been confirmed: to get any good information on fish I'll have to talk to people who've had experience raising these fish, which means I have to talk to you smug ****s who get off on correcting others.
Goddamn, I wish fish research was as easy as researching Hitler.